Regularity and Time.

The lack of two things in my life has been plaguing me lately. Regularity and time. The reality is that I can change both of those things but until now I have chosen not to by telling myself that I do not have time and also telling myself that I am “unorganized”. This is an attempt by my lazy self to create distractions and selfishly let things control my time and my life that are putting my progression at a steaming halt.

On Regularity: There is no reason I shouldn’t find something meaningful to update to this blog every day. I find hours in my day to mindlessly search the web and post to twitter and Facebook. To tell you the truth I am fucking bored. I should be doing the things I love to do, like writing or playing music. So that is that. I am sort of writing this blog as a contract to myself to regularly do the things that feed me. So really, as much as I will probably hate this… if any of you see me on Facebook… send me a friendly “How’s that daily blog comin?” or “Hey, write any new music today?” or “Did you see that new song by ______ why don’t you learn it for the next show?” You don’t have to, but it would be a proper kick in the ass.

On time: I use the excuse “I don’t have time” a lot lately. As I mentioned before, I have plenty of time. I just do not utilize it. I tell people that I don’t read books because I don’t have time, I don’t learn covers, I don’t do the dishes, I don’t_____. Well here is an official I am calling my own BS here. A friend of mine called to my attention recently that not only do I have time, but the time I am spending I am not even enjoying. She is right. I am constantly connected to my cell phone and for what? Facebook?! Really???!!! I didn’t hear what you said because I was reading what 700+ friends were mindlessly posting on Facebook instead. WRONG. That is going away. No more Facebook mobile either.

Daily Tasks:

Books

Music/art

Blog

Cleaning

I have to. I just have to. Who is with me?

<3

Jo

PS sorry for the weird diary like rant…